"Tell me Healing Martha" I said softly."How did we come to be walking down this road and not notice where our steps were leading? When did we turn to this path?"
"It matters not how or when, old friend. We are set on the path now and now there is no going back."
From the book Owl Killers
Life is like that. There is no ctrl-z. One impulsive decision , one impulsive moment can change everything , destroy universe or create new universe( as in Poelo Coelho's The Winner Stands Alone ). That moment defines the rest of your life. Even if you don't want to follow the path defined by the moment , you might have to keep going on that path just because of that particular moment .
It doesn't makes sense to feel guilty or sorry about that moment. Just make best use of the path on which one is treading.
May-17th : Now as I look back ( with uninformed insights from lot of other people ) , I am convinced that I did the right thing by controlling my self control and allowing my impulsiveness to take driver's seat. I had spent lot of my hours worrying about the fairness of that decision.The decision which I took at that instant was a correct decision and among the best decisions I ever took.I know ,It would and it did made me dirty as a pig rolling about in a lake of mud but then u cannot take care of the mess without becoming dirty .
