My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out.
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When to Step Back
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Monday, March 25, 2024
The First One
After a very long time , I heard the song -
Tu hee pyaar , tu hee chahat, tu hee ashique hai
As the melody filled my heart , I was back in Bhandara ,the place of many firsts starting from first school to first friends to first best friends to first gang of friends , first idolation , first fascination , first crush , first heart break , the place where I first heard this song. There was a time when there were those who were an integral part of existance with hours of talks. But the time changed and as was foretold in LOTR
The world is changed. I feel it in the water. I feel it in the earth. I smell it in the air. Much that once was is lost.
The world of that time was a small world , that we had created . A world which for a long time remained untouched from whatever happened outside . There was a silent hope that this world will remain untouched.
And then we stepped out , byes were exchanged and promises made to meet in the evening . Promises were kept on Day 1 , next day the plan was to meet over the weekend and as the promises accumulated , we never realized that the last cricket match was the last one we ever played together